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Friday, November 29, 2013

Today..

Dear Diary,
You might have seen me on facebook. It's been a fun time, but people can't accept me for who I am. Yeah I get B*tchy sometimes, but everyone doesn't give a Sh*t about me.
I'll get sad, mad, and really happy sometimes. Mostly i'm sad because I don't have friends that will accept me for who I am, really. This blog is mostly for my diary entries. 

Tania Lee is my best friend forever. I haven't had any best friends, I've always been the weird one in the group of people in my school. I always eat alone at the lunch table, be the quiet one is group things. It's like I'm forgotten on the spot, no one knows who I anymore. I keep trying to follow my dreams, but things get in the way.

I feel secure with my group of six in AE, because I know they care.
My list of the group who cares:
  1. Brett
  2. Artie
  3. Isabell
  4. Me
  5. Miss Gilhooly
  6. Eric
Those, are the people who care, and make me feel safe. Brett is the one who makes me feel good inside, he makes me life, and he is sweet. I like him, yes, and others too. I try to make friends online, but everything goes wrong. I know some of you won't comment and read this entry, but It is worth it. I'm always sad sometimes..

Happy Jamming
~Dawr (Rebecca)
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3 comments:

  1. RockyTop2December 11, 2013 at 2:29 AM

    Aww, that sounds like me. You know, sometimes the "quiet people who have few friends" are the ones that kick butt later on in life. ;)

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    1. UnknownJanuary 14, 2015 at 1:57 PM

      I'm the quiet one too. I also have a trick up my sleeve, it only comes out in 6th period though, I can turn invisible! In 2 classes Saphire chats with me because that is the only classes we have together. In other classes the teachers call on me ( that counts as people talking to me). But in 6th period, I am invisible! YAY!!!! (sarcasm)

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  2. AnonymousOctober 14, 2015 at 6:53 PM

    Awww, i feel so bad for you... I will admit, I have always been the weird one, (and crazy too!) but i always talk to EVERYONE, and i dont care what others think of me! Sometimes, I'll look in the mirror, and think, "maybe i should change who i am... Maybe i should decide whether i want to be nerdy, girly, or something like that". But i always realize, i am who i am! I really dont care what everyone thinks about me, because i love who i am! I love my weird, crazy, (sometimes troublemaker) self! What I'm trying to say is, no matter who you are, what you look like, how you act, how many friends you have, JUST BE YOURSELF! If you spend you're life, thinking of how you could change yourself, then you're gonna have a pretty sad life. If you learn to accept who you are, you will have an amazing life! So, you just be your werd, shy, quiet, self, if thats how you want to be! I hope this comment made you rethink how you feel about yourself, make your day, or even just make you smile. Thanks if you read this. :)
    - Megan

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